Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Day 23 ALL BY MYSELF....Don't wanna be All By myself anymore

That's right I am now doing more Insanity workouts all by myself now to allow John to focus on his Jiu Jitus and MMA training.  John has his own goals to work towards and I can't keep holding him back for my own gains.
Today was really tough for me.  Pure Cardio is one of the harder DvD's but its never been this hard for me.  I don't know if it was harder today because I was by myself or because I wasn't as hydrated as usual or because my legs were so tired from the workout yesterday.  It could be a combination of the three but who knows.  I have to be honest I did stop the dvd half way through and was going to quite because I had no drive what so ever today but I made myself put it back on and finish.  I didn't start this program to quit early.  I am determined to make it to the end no matter how long it takes. 
No matter how determined I am though I have found that recently I have had a major lack of motivation and drive.  It could be the 4 day break or all the food I ate on that 4 day break.  Who know really though I just wish I could shake the funk that I'm feeling right now.  I just need to get my butt into gear.   If anybody has any motivational tips I would love to hear them.  I am up for any boost just about now.  I'll be back tomorrow to post my Success or Failure in Tomorrows adventure in Insanity

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